These days I have been caught in a weird emotional state. Whenever a thought about home passes in my mind, I feel like listening to songs in my native language Marathi. The more I hear them, the more I like them, but at the same time it gives me a feeling of pain. However, the urge to listen to them is so strong, that I still go ahead and try to overcome the pain. A similar feeling arises when I listen to Swades "ye jo des hai tera, swades hai tera, tuze hai pukaraaaa..and the pain goes "aaa", "mai vapas aungaaa again the "aaa" from Border". I think i am thinking too much..but cant help it..can I?
Anyways, trying some meditation to soothen my nerves and take control of emotions..its indeed a game of nerves!
Friday, October 06, 2006
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Yes! I'm too going through such phases...its getting almost unbearable now :( I don't feel like doing anything much enthusiastically...bas ata khup zalai....chala ata ghari :(
Can we skip November this year?
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